Guilt

Today started dietary appreciation week at the nursing home I cook at. The powers that be have decided that all aides should wear matching uniforms (luckily cooks and chefs can wear chef uniforms not scrubs) and to help everyone along they bought 2 sets of uniforms for everyone in the dept. ... except me. Why? well cuz scrubs (I do get scheduled as an aide once in a while) my size would cost too much. SO I get to buy my own turn in the receipt and get paid back the equivalent of one the others uniforms. yay.
All that aside ... lol
They bought us pizza from Marco's here in S. Tampa. I don't know if you have ever had Marco's pizza, but damn! it's good.  I budgeted 2 slices in my calorie intake for the day and indulged ... until 5 minutes after I was done ... then the guilt set in and got even worse once I got home and saw how much I just ate up in calories for 2 slices of pepperoni godness ( yes it says godness not goodness... lol)
Granted, I portioned out my calories for the rest of the day and will have 488 left for the day, but the feeling is still there.
It like yesterday only 100 times worse. I just couldn't sit there being lazy, at least, not so early in the new lifestyle. It would be so easy to fall back into old routines.

Well, it's Friday ... and we all know what that means. That's right boys and girls, very little sleep for the next couple days for me.. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I might be working the bar Sunday night as well as Wednesday night  due to Halloween fun over the next week. Extra money, less sleep and more stress. Why haven't I hit that lottery yet?

Total calories for the day 2262 (damn you pizza, damn you to ... my belly)